Hello Everyone!
Sorry I haven't written in sometime. I haven't gotten a lot done lately due to putting in many hours at work. I'd be a tish embarrassed if someone came into my house today. I finally got our new years cards sent out yesterday! I do enjoy work and like feeling productive hence why I probably tend to over due the time I spend there. Grant and I both have the weekend off and I vowed not to pick up any hours. I'm excited to catch up with some floor scrubbing etc. and some time with my hubby....and watch the vikings win their Sunday playoff game
Grant and I have talked and we have decided to stop playing God with my body and quit fertility. If it's meant to happen it will. It's sad for me because all I want is to be a stay at home mom, I don't aspire to be anymore or work a 7 dollar an hour job any longer. This year is about getting our finances completely straight and where they should be so hopefully 2011 will find us saving for an adoption. My faith is not shaken if God chooses not to let me be pregnant but lets me know that he has another door for me to walk through. What God has in mind for us is not always what we have in mind for ourselves but in the end he is the one who knows what is best! I cry as I type this because it is a very hard decision and just may be giving up a chance to have a child. We all know adoption could take years and is not always a pleasant process. I think of the ways I'm so blessed and that helps. I have a fantabulous husband, and not to mention 2 wonderful pups!
Not much else has been going on here. Grant's friend Scott was here and we got to spend quite a bit of time with him which Grant mentioned was "good for the soul" It made us realize that friends are so important and makes us want to be back in MN that much more.
Hope everyone is having a SUPER new year!
Trudy Renee
“We live in a wonderful world that is full of beauty, charm and adventure. There is no end to the adventures that we can have if only we seek them with our eyes open.”
—Jawaharlal Nehru
“Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn’t know you left open.”
― John Barrymore
“Elegance is a question of personality, more than one’s clothing.”
― Jean-Paul Gaultier
