A miracle come & gone

This past week has been the greatest week and the worst week I can remember. Last week we found out we were expecting (a miracle given to us), & today we found out we lost our lil miracle. We have wanted to have a baby & have been trying since the day we were married 7 1/2 years ago. I'm really trying to deal with bitterness, anger, sadness, etc. it's amazing how many single young girls there are in the waiting room with healthy tummies; some with kids already! in the week I knew I had blood drawn 5 times, and shots as well. I know I cannot dwell but having a family of women whom are fertile & never had to try and took their children for Granted makes me angry & again full of emotions I need to check out of myself. I have tons of emotions to work through and I know I need rely on God now more than ever.