Every year I throw myself a birthday party. I go all out with food, drinks, Karaoke...probably about $200 worth of party. When I was young my sister Dawn did all the birthday stuff. My mom usually always forgets my birthday. I call her every year to remind her and get a happy birthday from her because if I didn't I would be bitter for weeks she didn't wish me a happy birthday so I just make it happen. I've always been the one to remember birthdays and to try and make them super special for people. I feel birthdays are super important...it's the one day you can feel a reason to spoil yourself and feel uber important. I love that I can get people together and have a good time.
This year, for the first year I can remember I'm not throwing myself a party. I'm kinda going to skip my birthday. I'm even going to work on my birthday. I get to stressed out days before cleaning and making everything fall into place only to be so super stressed out the day of and I just don't want to do it anymore. Then there's always the people who make up the excuses not to come or say they will be there instead of just saying it doesn't work out for them. Or you find out the people you thought were important to you don't even make an effort to come and you feel disapointed. I just need to concentrate on a no more drama 2011. I always have lots of fun at my parties but just need a year or few off from it. Don't worry people I throw parties for, I still plan on it=D
